Stuck in the pass... Missing you so much

2011-02-25T21:57:00.002+08:00

It has been a freaking long long time since i blogged.. finally most of the common test papers are over and "A MASSS" (additional maths) is left.. haha i can finally say goodbye to all those staying up till 2am to mug for the sciences.. never been so hard core ever! haha so now im gonna sleep like there is no tmr!! haha eye bags (although not that obvious) please go away!! its so U-G-L-Y!! im so sleep deprived.. haish... i better start doing a maths so that mdm lum will not get a heart attack when she sees my test paper:P haha jiayou to me and all those who are super confused and have no idea what a maths is about!! :):):) last paper before freedom!! you all can do it:)

shut up

2011-02-13T22:18:00.002+08:00

Wonder why I'm always pleasing my friends instead of you? Haha the answer is simple. Because they did much more for me than you did. So shut up and mind your own business. This is my life and I live it the way I want. Tvym

miss you...

2011-01-31T17:06:00.001+08:00

All that stupid fun, all the shit weve done. Where'd the good times go? I still think about the retarded things we do together and laugh to myself. All the playful insults, smacking, whacking, teasing. I wish we still can do that together.. Life is no fun without you...D:

motvational crap

2011-01-20T17:49:00.004+08:00

There is only one way to happiness, and that is to cease worrying things which are beyond the power of our will. ~Epictetus. Sure i would love to just leave things alone and hope that something will work out but i just cannot stand not doing anything. But seriously what can i do?! I have done all i can. Wrecked my brain to think of solutions. Apologize a million times. Brain stormed for ways to make things back to the way it was. Despite all that nothing has changed. I know there are not such thing as a second chance but you will never know until you try... Argh!! Can you just help me instead of sitting there and shaking your leg? Do you really not care? Laalalala i really cannot take it anymore..:/

not using FB?!

2011-01-18T19:00:00.002+08:00

Roar!! haha that was so random:P mrs jai dared us to not use facebook, twitter, msn, blogging and all the other social networking websites from today 12 midnight to tomorrow 12midnight haha! should i take up the dare? but seriously i dont think i can last an Hour without it.:P:P hmm maybe, maybe not, should i, should i not? hmmm..:)

it will never change...

2011-01-17T22:56:00.002+08:00

You cannot really forget memories unless you lose your memory. I miss you. I miss you so much I hope you will be by my side again...:( you're the first thing i think about when I wake up. Your the last thing I think about when I sleep. I just hope you are better and happier without me. At least this shows that leaving you was the rig choice. I really wanna know how you are now... I really wanna see your smile again. I really wanna hear your voice... I just wanna see you again... The scenes with replays in my head all the time but it cannot compare being with the real you. I'm so sorry. I know there are no such things as second chances sometimes but... I really dunno what to say. Just I'm sorry... It really sucks when I wanna love you but I can't. And I wanna hate you but I can't. I guess it is too late to apologise...

Omg its 2011

2011-01-17T22:07:00.007+08:00

hello world haha i decided to start blogging again after a whole year.. my blog was dead for the whole of 2010..

In summary.... I screwed 2010 up:

1) didnt do well academically

2) lost some super close friends because i didnt know how to appreciate them

3) dad and mm was never that pissed at me

4) oh yeah, got trouble with the school 5) life pretty much sucked...

oh well its a new year and hopefully i can get thing right and back on track again..:) first i must not slack anymore and seriously stop sleeping in class... Hai~ haha. okay i shall blog every since i refuse to do homework:P

Never my dad

2009-10-27T21:13:00.002+08:00

Can't take it anymore!! What sort of dad are you??? Call yourself a dad? I fail my HMT exam you not only never comfort me, but also scold me and demand for an explaination. Hello???? I got cry when i receive my marks okay? Life's hard as a kid, not like you last time. Can slack oso can get As. I got so much activities-tuition, classes... I can't stand it anymore. I know i nvr study hard lurh, my FAULT! Always my FAULT. What's new? You seriously don't deserve any respect frm me and rest assured, i won't give it to you. Can't believe that have sch a father like you! sometimes i wonder how life willl be like without you! The main cause of all my problems is none other than you! Everyday i go home, 1st time you do is say i this, say i that or scold here, scold there. Got fight btwn siblings always say my fault. Sister cry, also my fault. Without you i will be faultless! I really pity myself for having a uncaring dad like you! Btw, i nvr (swear) thought of you as my dad! You SUCK!

Happy bdae

2009-09-11T16:40:00.002+08:00

Yay! I finally decided to change my blog skin and post! Hiie! Happy belated birthday ma'am Daphne! Hope you like Aether's gift. Thanks for the chocolates and the card. We miss you too! Wish you pink of health and all the best for your "O" levels. :D

mental dad

2009-07-17T07:42:00.003+08:00

My dad. Haiz...has serious metal problems... He always complain that i wake up @ 12 noon everytime when there's no sch. Today there's no sch. I woke up at 06 34 (to be exact) cuz my fren woke me up (i told her to do so) and cuz i needed to sms the school. Then i was so alert tat i couldn't sleep liao. Decided to do homework. Guess wat i got? Ans: a earfull of bluh bluh bluh frm my dad. Tis is insane! It's like wake up late--SCOLD, wake up early--SCOLD. Wat a life! Can't stand it anymore! T_______T

occupation

2009-07-16T17:47:00.004+08:00

AHHHH! My dreams are chushed! There's this website where u have to answer 115 qns then it will base on how good at are and how much u like it to determine ur future career. I did it and guess wat i got? BEAUTICIAN! Excuse me! I not those 爱美 kind leh! I always wanted to be a architect, interior designer or lawyer or smthn close to that! Now wat??!! Super crushed, crashed. Sad. D:

mistake!

2009-07-07T15:40:00.004+08:00

Ah! Totally screwed up my msn!!! Stupid anti-virus software...-.-...and me! Now i can't access my msn... GREAT! My dad loh,go install all the nonsense anti-virus things..when i was signing in to msn. Then...the stupid warning thing popped up (saying: some software is trying to access the internet)...i wanted to X it but there was no X!!!! So i just click deny, like duh who wouldn't block the virus?? Only to find out that i was so stupid to haf done tat. The software is actually my percious msn :/. Now, i can't unblock the stupid thing!!!!!

Adding on tat, before i blocked my msn, i took like foreva to on this damn computer cuz it keep on rebooting for no good reason...SO PISSED!!!! ARGH!! Lucky me! My dad is like super duper happy--finally no msn fo me...D: Why me!!!!

i can't believe it!

2009-07-05T17:09:00.003+08:00

I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!! I cry like what seems to be eternity of some stupid maths thing. This was wat happened:

Cause: Mr Aiman give us linear graph hw. I got pissed cuz i didn't know how to do anything (as in every single qn).
Reason: I was not listening in during his class cuz i was scrambling to finish unfinish hw tat needed to be handed in tat day.
Result: I cry like crazy.

So stupid loh. Donno then donno loh. Heck care! Oso donno y i cry...

heys!

2009-07-02T17:05:00.004+08:00

HI EVERYBODY, i finally decided to blog again! Wow alrdy half way through year 2009 le. How time flies. June hols was just so stressful, so much for having the hols... My mum signed me up for non-stop tuition(mayb i was exaggerating but still...) for the 1st 3 weeks of hols. LIKE HOW M I SUPPOSE TO DO MY HOMEWORK???!!! Then, i had to rush like a mad cow on the last week. Better still, my mum made me tag along to the country club. Poor me had to bring my whole mountain for homework. Let's c, when they were eating, i was doing my hw. When they were playing sqush, i was doing my hw. When they were swimming, i was doing my hw. When they were bowling, i was doing my hw. When they were playing tennis i was doing hw. When they were playing badminton, i was...playing too. FINALLY! Thank goodness! Anyway, like almost all e time i was doing hw, so wats the point of me being there?? Weird pple. But although i brough all my hw there i still had to chiong through on e last few days, slept at 12 plus every nite. Thankfully no eye bags.

School has just started recently, has been a hectic 1st week at sch... I tried to rush everything during the hols but it was never enough. So for e past few days i have been scrambling 2 finish my hw. Oso slept at 12 plus. Poor me! Let me tell u how my week has been: HORRIBLE! Other than the fact tat im back with my frens, joking and laughin our heads off. Okay, let's get back to business. Here's the break down:

Monday: Had to rush to finish e few qns tat i didn't noe how to do. Then during, Chinese, Ms Wee returned our 应用文 to us, and guess wat? I FAILED! For the 1st time in my life! 8 and half / 20. Is tat not demoralizing enough? Wat a way to start a new term... For the rest for the day, i was feeling dazed..due to the lack of rest e previous nite...kept yawning. Luckily, my eyes didn't close.
Tuesday: Nothing really much happened in sch, but my eyes shut during Mr Aiman lesson! DIE! Stayed up very late on mon nite to do chinese fable drawing, only to noe e next day that i will not be needing it until wk 3...-.- Back to the sleeping part, thankfully, Mr Aiman was at e back for the class, haha, he didn't see me, did he? Guess not. SAVED! Tat day nothing could get in2 my brain, i was just too tired...
Wednesday: I just HATE wednesdays! I always have alot of hw on wed and on top of tat i have tuition...by e time i come home it is alrdy like 7 plus. After i eat bath and watsoever, no time do hw le. Worst still, i had to hand in my art the next day...SH!T! Result: i could not finish my art, had to bring to sch and finish, sleep at 1am...yawn...
Thursday (today): Whoopie! I finished my art during Chinese lesson. Wasn't paying attention...hehehe. Did e final touches during art lesson and wala! FINISHED! After tat stupid art was done, a big bolder was like lifted off my shoulders. Aaaaa...nice. E the art was quite a major thing so yea, it was the final piece of work tat you are supposed to do. E 1 which determines whether u pass or fail kind of thing. Now i still have a whole lot of things to do cus i was only doing art for the past 2 days. Sigh. Gonna fall asleep anytime now...[yawn]...i guess...its...[yawn]...now...nite!

STRESS!!

2009-05-28T21:23:00.005+08:00

OMG! So STRESS!!! Last few days of sch teacher still wanna pump u with work. So unreasonable! Piled with loads of things to do!! AHHHHHHH.... Sometimes or should i say all the time i feel like pulling all my hair out! I can't take this anymore! Wanna quit sch! Any1 wanna follow me?

Funn...

2009-05-26T23:52:00.002+08:00

Hiaz I miss the good old times when fun is just a step away… Now all there is stress and white hair…and fun seems do far away… I wanna play! Have fun! Chill out! Go crazy together... Yet all of that is no where in sight!

Holidays!

2009-05-25T16:20:00.004+08:00

WEE! Hols are here! :D Kinda looking forward to it! Term 2 was seriously a stressful term -- studies and NP...nearly died! Do i haf white hair yet? I bet you by the end of this yr i will haf @ least 1. :D Finally a break! When i dont have to sleep @ 12 plus and wake up @ 6...YAY! can sleep until 12 noon! So looking forward to tat! But then i will haf tuition everyday...wat a way to relax! I'm so sick and tired of secondary school life!! PISSED! All you do is run here, run there and run here again! I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!

3.6km run

2009-05-21T11:50:00.004+08:00

Whoopie! I finished the 3.6km run! Can u believe it? A person like me who has bo stamina and whose body is not built for this sort of things actually complete the run? Whoot! My greatest achievement so far, or so i tink...:D I nearly died after 100m, nono, 50m, nono, first few steps, yea tats better. Heng, Amalena was there and i grabbed the bottle of water frm her hand..:) I not so stingy okay..i passed the bottle around so tat every1 in Aether could haf a sip. Wa! That Amirah, run so fast, nvr wait for Aether.... Suen Ern was somewhere behind her...but...she 没有力了, so i caught up with her. Haven even reach 500m , i wanna die le, got blisters, "ouchie!", wat to do, i still run loh. Was dying slowly...but then, after what seem like eternity, we saw the stadium thingie, tat spured us up! Germ and Mei Ta caught up. We told each other that once we cross the bridge we will dash to the finishing line. "Bong", "bong", "bong" We crossed the bridge. The time has comed! So we ran, or should i say i ran, to the finishing line. They cheater bugs 1 lurh....:) I couldn't stand the heat and the pain anymore so i run lurh. And HURRAY! I finished the run! [claps]

I tell you i will NEVER take part in a 3.6km, or for the matter of fact, any run that is more than 100m, ever again! My poor aching legs....

Hey! Hey! Ma'am Daphne took part in the competitive run! Although she didn't win but she's awesome! You will forever Aether's 偶像 in sports! :D After all, it is not all about winning, is about having the courage to take part in the run! And ma'am Daphne demonstrated great courage! 3 cheers for ma'am: "hip hip hurray! Hip Hip Hurray! HIP HIP HURRAY!" [cheering] Aether loves you! Oh, 1 last sentence: WELL DONE MA'AM DAPHNE, YOU ROCK!!

Not again, screwed

2009-04-30T21:39:00.006+08:00

ARGH! Today was the last parade with out Perseus ma’ams, it was supposed be one of the best and the funnest… The PT was quite alright , the nightmare only started after we changed so slowly after PT… Oh man! The mere thought of it makes me wanna dig a hole in the ground and hide my head inside it, so pai sei! Feel so…so…you know, guilty and at the same time kinda pissed, smthn along tat line lurh… Instead of doing things right, just as we hoped and kinda tried to do, we screwed everything up. Looks like we have yet again tried but fail…again…

Note for ma’ams if you are reading this post…
Ma’am, we are really sorry for what happened today. We kind of tired to get everyone to do their best…but not all of us put in the effort. D: We WILL try harder and make you proud!! It is a promise! We will prove it. Oh, please forgive us, sorry ma’ams!

*I beg your pardon if this is too informal.

Encouraging note for Aether:
I know all of you are disappointed about what happened today…I’m too! I’m not blaming any1 but we should like wat ma’am Saren said put in more effort and not just play play. After all this is npcc… I want to encourage you all, even though we may have failed this time and all the other times, we will succeed one day. I have faith in you all. Someone once said before, “If you never failed, you have never lived.” Failure is part and parcel of life. However, we should never let failure demoralize us. Instead, we should strive and do our best until we succeed. Remember, it is all for one and one for all! Oh ya, I don’t care if you like can’t remember all the crap I said above, just remember this 3 words, very easy one, “ALWAYS END STRONG!” All the best for common test! Loves, Val:D

*Sry if i'm so longwinded, tat's just me! Borned like tat!XDXD

Heys check out these videos! **Motvational**

I think you have watched this b4 in SEL or smthn, nvm, no harm watching it again if you want XD: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9cSvvxrprdU
There’s another 1 but I can’t seem to find it, nvm, will post when I find it. Hehe! XD

Bye Ma'ams

2009-04-16T21:59:00.007+08:00

Sobs… Aether’s Ma’ams (Sec 4 – Perseus ma’ams) r stepping down on 2 May!! Don’t remind me of tat. Sobs. Today we had a interaction session with our NCOs (Ma’am Wen Hui, Ma’am Daphne and Ma’am Saren) …gotta ask them informal questions! :D Looks like they don’t like boys and the previous yr’s ma’ams, can tell by the way they talk about them! Ooo…XD Gotta noe so much more abt them…<3>

You noe…I…I …nvm. When they asked us these qns: “So…wat do you think of us?” “Why sometimes during NP you all look so sian?” this left us dumbfounded, actually, not reali lurh. Jus tat…sigh. I represented the squad to ans the 2nd qn… I said: “Eh, we sometimes so sian cuz we don’t want you to step down!” They were like: “Awwwwww!” 我顿时就想哭！My whole body was like damn hot, burning actually, aiya tat kind of feeling tat u haf when u wanna cry but u r trying no to…to tell e truth, my eyes were teary. Joycelyn cried…wanted to join her but 害怕, I don’t usually in front of pple unless teacher scold or wat lurh. No 1 could ans the 1st qn…let’s leave I hanging I actually got other stuffs to say but I will save it so tat I can write the in u noe where…XD I might want transfer it here after tat. C if got time 1st. XD

S.O.S.?

2009-04-12T12:01:00.004+08:00

Help!!! I want a new hp!!! But dad says NO! He say unless i change my attitude behaviour and bluh bluh bluh (didn't hear e rest cuz fell asleep when he tokin, always do...). Nvm tat! Eeeek! HELP!! HELP!! Pls some kind soul help me donno wat to do...:/ S.O.S.??

**This is a reminder to the two who owe me a lollipop each: I WANT IT NEXT WEEK!!!!** (You 2 drive me MADDDD! XDDD)

Best bdae ever!

2009-03-29T15:51:00.007+08:00

Tis is most probably e best bdae i ever had! Let's start with wat happened on Friday (a.k.a. 27 March - my bdae).

As usual i went 2 sch, however, tat day i was warmly greeted by my classmates. Nicolette and Jan were screaming @ their top of their voices, "Happy bdae Val!". E scary duo came running 2 me 2 hug me. Almst got squashed. Luv it anyway. Then we had assembly and lessons as per normal...nthn much so i will skip tat part...

Ah ha! E fun onli started after sch! Muahahaha! On Friday, my class had a dinner meal 2 show our cooking skills 2 our parents...so we had 2 prep 4 e whole afternoon. And i was e chef! Yay! Actually, no yay. Tat Mrs Foong...haiz...onli noe how 2 scold scold scold! Everything wrong....oi! Whose cooking us or u? Stupid lurh! In e end she so blur go make mistake, lucky, wasn't tat big... While e cooks were cooking, e entertainers were practicing their stuffs and e deco pple and waitresess were busy decorating e container classrms... Haha! While i was cooking, i picked in all e food but with a spoon though (so clean right?), so i 2 taste e food b4 e parents did...:D Enjoyed tat e best!

Finally at 5.00pm all e work was done and we went 4 our dinner @ e nearby hawker centre. I onli shared a fried carrot cake with my frens cuz was very full after eating all e nonsense... L8r i followed my poor monitress, Melissa, 2 e yong tau fu stall to buy food 4 e lazy teachers... My other frens went to buy bubble tea but i knew tat they were gonna buy a cake 4 me cuz i over heard...i noe naughty naughty...:D We met e rest of them @ e bubble tea stall, i saw Shi Ri and Nicolette goin back 2 sch so i guess tat they most probably haf e cake. Nvm tat. So we bought e bubble tea and went back.

Back @ sch, they made Hui Zhen drag me all over the canteen. She was like, "I got something 2 show come...reali!" When i wanted 2 run away, she said, "Tis is called wasting time...(or smthn like tat...i 4got le)" All along i knew tat they were prep e bdae cake. Finally, we were asked 2 go back. Phew! Hui Zhen and Nicolette made me cover my eyes...didnt want 2 but gave in, eventually...:D

We walked in2 e home econs rm, then.... "Happy bdae 2 u! Happy bdae 2 u..." Wa! My whole class was there singing for me!! I was sooo touched and honoured! Thx gals! Luvs! Shi Ri and a few other were like, "Faster make wish and blow the cake!" Cuz e candles were melting le.... Haha, i made my wishes...if u noe me well enough u will noe wat they r...:D, and blew e candles... Oh ya, i oso cut e cake...

Then, [screams!]...frm me... My frens dug their clean finger in e cake and smeared (actually, it's not even smear, more like smack) cream on my face, neck and arms! ARGH! I wanted to fight back but so many against 1, couldn't get a chance 2... "Didn't u always say u wanted 2 haf a food fight?" they all said in unison. Ya, i wanted a food...but still...:) then, there was the cleaning up and then the dinner meal started....bluh bluh bluh gonna skip tat part...if not my post will be very very very very long. Tink u get wat i mean...:D

@ e end of e dinner meal, got hugs frm every1, well almst...took phots. Nicolette and others were screaming, "Val, ilu!" Gosh! I was blushing then, but still was touched... Tis is e BESt bdae i ever had! Jus wanna say...

"Val luvs all of u, frm 1P! thx 4 e wonderful party...reali appreciated it!"

I got many presents frm my frens. OI! SOME OF U STILL OWE ME PRESENTS!! I WILL COME AFTER U!! I MEAN IT!!

Sch frens:

Card - Rachel
Soft toy dolphin - Shi Ri
Heart shaped necklace - Nicolette
Pig mug thing - Natasha
Soft toy bear - Amalena

Church frens:

Card - made by Jolene but every1 signed on it...
1 bag of stuffs - Jolene
Bear - Joel Sim
Janice - Bookmark
Stech - Pristine

Thx every1 for making tis bdae so memorable! <3>

hehe

2009-03-23T15:37:00.008+08:00

Haiz, u noe wat happened e other day? OMG!! It was terrible...! I...i...i...killed my handphone. Literally! Tis was wat happened...You c last Wed, i was playing badminton with my bro & neighbours...my handphone was in my pocket... It kept bouncing in my pocket...so i decided 2 take it out and put it on my dad's car (i live in a terrace, so, ya, e car is parked directly outside e house). Then, i decided 2 put my specs with it cus it was so annoying (keep on slipping down my nose). Short while l8r, i decided 2 wear my specs cus i couldn't c properly, leaving my hp there. After playing, happily left my hp there, went back in2 e house. Did my stuffs and slept. There was thunderstorm tat night....by now, u should know wat happened 2 my hp. But e story doesn't end here. On thurs morning, my father drove my mum to office (@ Shenton Way), didn't notice hp. Luckily it was still there (or should i say UNLUCKILY). Then, onli realised when he was abt to send me bro go cut hair.

Then, i went deaf. Seriously! And as every1 noes, deafness leads 2 muteness. And as you noe, i like 2 tok, now tat i a'm mute (a.k.a. can't not can tok), i went mad. Seriously. Like got bo feelings le. Nvm tat. Back 2 e hp prob. So...dead meat lurh... I lost all my contacts (我的宝贝...D;)!!! Cus i didn't save them in my SIM card nor memory card, but...but in my hp!!! How m i ever gonna 2 get back all me contacts?! Alamak! Esp those like Pri sch frens and past tuition mate...I still keep in touch with them okay......sad...depressed. I might as well jump down a building. Mayb i should before i get scolded. My dad says tat tok to me today!! ...[moment of silence]......[screams!]

"Oh no! Wat m i gonna say 2 him? Argh! My life on tis miserable world has come 2 an end! Goodbye world. Goodbye Frens. Goodbye..."

"Come on lurh! Stop emoing..."

"Fine! -.-" Goodbye..."

"Shut up lurh! Come on, tink of solution! Stop day dreaming! -.-"

"I'm sleepy, braincells dead le. :O Leave me alone..."

"Wake up!"

"Nite...:O"

"Excuse me! It's 12 noon not 12 midnight..."

"You r excused...and will you keep it down? I'm trying to sleep here. I slept at 1 plus on Wed...still tried (true)! Cus i too worried abt hp prob so... Aiya, LEAVE ME ALONE!!!"

**"We interrupt tus convoersation with a important msg: Caan't you pls do ur work? Rmbr...ur dad..."**

Oh ya my dad...his watching my every move 24/7, like a CCTV camera, evr since i killed my hp. Donno y... Freaky. Gotta blast b4 he catches me blogging...Cya...

**"The conversation will continue shortly..."**

No! It won't! Or I'm gonna b rotton dead meat! Sry pple, it will nvr (i mean nvr) gonna continue...

**"But! But...**

Your fired! You may leave now! Ty. As i was saying...Bye every1!

Dead end...

2009-03-19T16:04:00.008+08:00

Why? Why? I jus can't undersatnd why... Why m i so stupid? Jus can't learn frm my past mistakes? Worst still, get myself in2 more trouble, a.k.a., hot soup? Like how many hot soups do i want 2 swim in? Cream of mushrooms? Herbal? Or mayb even campbell's instant corn soup?

When? When? When will i ever learn my lesson? Or will i ever learn? I've change, i noe tat. Frm an angel 2 a demon. Wat happened?? Who caused it?? When?? How?? Why...?? (Tat will require some soul searching and reflecting...) Wat is wrong with me now? Frm a hardworking gal 2 a slacker... Frm a daddy's and mummy's gal 2 a gangster...

Why? Why? I haf regretted so many things tat i haf done wrong...but why must this??

Dead end... There was a sign at the start of e road ,warning me, it said, "This road will only lead you to a DEAD END. TURN BACK before it's too late..." Then, why? Why? Why was i so stubborn? And chose 2 ignore tat sign and carry on walking straight? It's 2 late now... I smacked my face on e cold, hard and concrete wall @ e end of the road, not even noticing tat it was actually there. Will i ever come 2 realise tat i should have listen 2 tat sign? OR will i jus stand up, keep walking straight and continue smacking my face on e wall?

When? When? When will i ever wake up and turn back? When? When? When will i ever click tat restart button on my computer? When?

Lost... I'm lost...in the middle of no where...not even in e jungle...not even in e desert...simply jus no where... I lost my compass along e way. Didn't bother 2 pick it up, jus simply kept walking straight. Now, there is no way i can ever find it cuz i dont even know in which direction should i start looking. Haiz, i still haf e time 2 look 4 it but i will definitely b a long, tiring and painful process.

Haiz, Val has made many mistakes....all of which are the same, she nvr learns...she's sad...as in vry sad... She wants 2 b alone. So ya, pls give her some space. Excuse her...thx.

no break??

2009-03-18T21:54:00.007+08:00

Hols r here finally!! Wohoo! Yuppie! Oh man! NO break?? Come on lurh b more kind hearted can or not?? I vry poor thing liao...:( Cus..Cus i nvr do gd?? Excuse me?? @ least i pass 4 all...not 2 bad 4 a start... Oh pls, give me a break...jus wanna laze around 4 once...plsssssss.....?? Shoots! "NO?!" Nvm sneak out...muahahahaha...no 1 will noe...:D Cya! Gotta run!

One more thing: I LOVE Literature!!! <3<3<3

So random...:D

Literature

2009-03-13T17:45:00.006+08:00

Gd news pple...U noe the Literature test right?? I go ask me tuition teacher who specialises in lit, she say that poet's poems are usually taught in JC so if u nvr do well...IT'S OKAY!!! Yay, rejoice!! But just make sure that u dont rest on your laurels just cuz tis test was hard...continue working hard! God bless!

oh man...:(

2009-03-10T22:35:00.007+08:00

SH!T!! Did ultra badly 4 common test. Haiz...wat 2 do?? Fail than fail loh... U can seriously like fail 4 everything in Sec sch @ least in Pri sch sure can pass even if you dont study...now can't. Die die must study...-.- Sianzzz. Wanna noe mua results?? Ur eyes sure pop out 1...i tell u 1st...(WARNING!!!) Er...1 more thing b4 i tell u my marks...my target was 2 get at least A2 4 all subjects (except for Chinese n Literature...B3 or B4)

English: 20/30 (Not 2 bad but B3!!! Oh man! Missed by 1 mark 2 get A2..wasted... - 2 marks, careless mistakes...:() Highest: 23/30 - So so onli lurh...
Maths: Oh! 4get it...21.5/35 (Yup, i noe, terrible...B4! Nthn else 2 say...-.- Er...missed by 3 marks 2 get A2 - 2 marks, careless mistakes...Ya, i couldn't care more!) Highest: 26/35 - Still, low...
Chinese: Tink i mentioned it b4...16/30 (Heng ah! Just pass...11/30 pple fail okay...not 2 bad...i mean reali bad...C6...missed by 2 marks to get B4...haiya! - careless mistakes ar?? Donno leh cus all tikam tikam 1! :D) Highest: 22/30 - Chinese freak!
Science: 21/30 (So so onli lurh...can do better...A2..Lucky... - 4 marks, careless mistakes...wasted...) Highest: 23/30 - Still quite low as compared 2 other classes, nvm my class is lang. class 4 ur info
Literature: Haha....can fail 1 leh...14/25 (C5...hahahaha...nvm i dont haf talent in lit although my silly tuition teacher say i haf -.-...come on lurh i'm not arts type of person...missed by 1 mark to get B4 :( - careless mistakes?? Donno! Couldn't understand e damn poem...bluh bluh bluh, tats all i knew abt it...) Highest: 21/25 - Pro xia!
Geography: It rocks!! 18/20 (Could haf gotten full marks but got mixed up with where the oceans were located so...:P..nvm at least got A1!! - 2 marks, careless mistakes, duh!) Highest: 19/20 - Not far frm it...
History: Donno yet teacher nvr come -.-...will update though when term 2 start... Highest: Donno yet
*C n T (Home Econs): Luv it!! 77/100 (Not bad 4 1st attempt...reali...i make a great big mess in the kitchen but still got 77 marks, considered vry gd liao) Highest: 82/100 - Can b housewife liao

All in all, i tink i do vry bad...ya, vry vry bad... Demoralised...! Must study harder in term 2 and do better! All @ least B3! U go gal!

***P.S. 2 all those out there who did as badly as me, don't give up! Must work harder...b motivated! Sure got time to improve 1...unless Sec 4 got 'O' levels tis yr then too bad loh... Work to ur goals....ALL E BEST!

*Note: Highest score is onli in my class 1 ar, not the whole level so...ya

Tis rocks man!!

2009-03-10T22:31:00.006+08:00

I feel good...i knew tat i would now...So GOOD!! So GOOD!! I feel goooood! Yes! SCHOOL IS OUT!! Plus i got 3 more extra days as holiday. Muahahaha! MY SCHOOL ROCKS!! (Ya, i noe! :P) Though haf stupid E-learning but still how hard can it be?? Tis rockzzz...

SORRIES...

2009-03-08T15:42:00.006+08:00

Did some soul searching and realised that i have been a meannie!! So i want to say "sry" 2 all those who i have some how bullied. Wow got so many "srys" 2 say where should i start??
Okay...

Sry church friend 4 smacking you guys...esp those who I'm closer 2...(christabel, pristine and so on...)
Sry sec schmates 4 saying mean things...esp rachel...
Sry pri schmates 4 killing you guys...
Sry neighbours 4... wait u guys deserved it! U bully me more than i bully u...!! Taking back me "sry"...

Basically, SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY!! Val says " SORRY!" sincerely and hope u pple will 4give her of her wrong deeds...:D I dont mind saying it personally 2 u, u noe, jus go look 4 me. I will b willing 2 say "sry" as many times as u want me 2 and as loud as u want me 2, so long as u 4give me...and not mad @ me:(

Sry...

2009-03-08T14:59:00.003+08:00

CALLING TO ALL THOSE WHO I HAVE BULLIED:

Sry 4 bullying u pple. Those who i said mean thingies or b it those who i have smacked, beaten, punched, kicked or wateva....SRY!! SRY!! Will try 2 change... If i dare do anything bad 2 u pple again, u can like do tat back 2 me (after all, do wat you want others to do on 2 you...) or perhaps give me a nudge or maybe warn me, UP TO YOU.. 很抱歉!!

Wat now??

2009-03-08T14:56:00.003+08:00

Oh man!! Grounded!! Can't go fuel unless i can show that i can manage my time... -.- Tis is so ridiculous!!! Wat to do?? 很恨烦!!

BIGGEST mistake of my life

2009-03-07T18:38:00.003+08:00

BIGGEST mistake of my life...so far...Sh!t lurh. Who ask me so stupid, quarrel with parents, now they damn angry...now banned from going church this week...[sigh] Die liao l8r sure got some more scolding...STUPID STUPID!!! Wat to do?? 很烦啊! 1 wk dont go church can die 1 leh...wat to do?? 救命啊! :(

Common tests...argh!!

2009-03-02T17:21:00.004+08:00

Commom tests sucks!! U can seriously like fail 4 all of them...either e paper is 2 difficult or you are 2 careless....

I'm so pro!! I passed my chinese test!! It was damn difficult i tell you, nearly died doing it so no choice but 2 all tikam tikam. :D Oso donno how pass 1. Oh, did i say i passed by onli 1 mark...16/30?? Yaya, i noe, its bad, but better than failing... Like onli 19 pple in my class passed and e rest of e 11 failed okay, so i still not too bad. :P

Science test seemed super easy but Mr Aiman said got pple got lots of careless mistake so...i tink he said got pple fail...cant rmbr. Sry lurh, short-term memory. Still waiting 2 get back paper. Must go pray (pass science test)....Amen!!

Haha, english test got B3, so horrible right?? Tell u wat i actually got: 20/30. U believe it? Like that so gd still onli got B3. Die liao...Highest in my class is onli 23/30 and get A1 wat's tis?? BIAS...jkjk... I noe, i'm stupid but i cant be that bad right??

Haiz, geography test today...4get 2 bring protractor then ask dad rush 2 school and give me. In e end friend haf extra and she lend me...-.- so ask dad go back. Then, kana scolded by dad... Lost 2 marks for geog liao due to mixing up e positions of e oceans and calculation error...[sigh...] Now can onli get 18/20 and below....how bad is this?

Tmr still haf literature test and the following day haf maths test... Just hope can pass, can alrdy... gotta go study liao...sianz!

Can you believe it?? HOODIE!!

2009-03-02T17:10:00.004+08:00

Sry pple...haven gotten a chance 2 post stuffs....haf lots of stuff to do....:(

Can you believe it??!!! My class is gonna haf a class hoodie!!! So unique right?? Other class having class tees but we r special...HOODIES!!! [!!claps!!] Yup, its gonna be black with gold print....plus the cartoon faces of every1 in the class on the back!!

I might wanna volunteer 2 draw the faces sometime after the CTs...depends on my mood :D. Mayb gonna haf ur own name on either e sleeve or hood. Haven confirm yet... then wats gonna be on the front of the hoodie?? Still deciding...perhaps my class (1P - yea, i noe, it rocks!!) and some drawing of...donno lurh! XD Can't wait to get my hoddie (Though i will onli get it sometime next term i guess...:(. Still, YAY!) !!! Hehe..

I can walk again!!

2009-02-15T18:46:00.003+08:00

After a good long rest (which was onli like 8 hours of sleep-.-) my legs not aching liao. Usually it will like ache for a few days... PRAISE THE LORD!! i can not onli walk properly now, i can run!! U can run away frm me!! I will catch u 4 sure!! U r gonna DIE!! Muahahaha!! :P

2009-02-14T22:15:00.003+08:00

Hiie pple!! U should haf come to CEDAR FIESTA!!! It was awesome!! My class made a profit of over $1600 frm our ice-blended drinks!!! The pple had to queue up super long...but worth it lurh. It was all sold out even b4 fiesta ended abt 2 plus to 3 (cuz we ran out of cups and ice and almst practically everything). Actually can sell more loh... We had to chase the customers alway cuz no more liao:D ("Sry, SOLD OUT ALRDY!"). Yet still got so many pple come back want to buy drink (Thristy mah! I oso but bo choise lurh, drink syliva lah!!)..haiz... We were expecting to sell onli 400 plus cups...but we sold 800 plus cups!! We ROCKK.

My legs aching liao. Can't walk so sian...cuz i worked to shifts...SO HARDWORKING right?? (Actually i was not even to work cus i did stall design..I SO HARDWORKING!!) Ty! Ty! My pocket got hole liao...spend $60...:( Haha!

Home Econs lesson damn FUN!!!

2009-02-05T21:45:00.003+08:00

I had Home Econs lesson today. Super fun!! :D We made Spaghetti Bolognese (Chicken)! At least the lesson was not as messy and chaotic as the pervious lesson (which happens to be the first lesson) :P. In tis wk lesson every1 was much more orgainse and cooperative...so everything was clean and tidy. And...the spaghetti was YUMMY!!! YUM!! Got to go eat my spaghetti!! Byeeee...

Piss off day!!

2009-02-04T14:14:00.003+08:00

Today is called "Piss off day"!! Y?? Simple, cuz i got pissed off today during english class, to be exact, at 12.10pm, to be even more exact. It all happened when,....i was doing grpwork with my classmates. We working coming up with an "recipe" for a class beach party, to get the class to bonded more with one another. I was kana sabo to become one of the "ingerdients" on the list (entertainment -.-) so the no. of pple attending the beach party became 37 students w/o Valerie, instead of 38 students. I was starting to get pissed off and started sreaming and erm...smacking my frens?? :D It only became worse when i saw their last step of their "recipe" (which says...: Finlay, Valerie will be taking out the of the back and every1 come a nd toupok her. then, every1 will be "BONDED". Then, she will be placed back into the bag after that to be brought back to school the next day...) -.- I got so pissed of that i started screaming louder and throwing things at me frens. Then,...we started throwing things at each other. My teacher, however, didn't reali seem to mind of care. the whole class started becoming crazy and mad!! Muahahaha!!

But 1 thing, i still can't understand....y bully me??!! Why u pple like to bully or annoy or irritate me. Why?? Cuz... What?! Cuz my reaction so funny. Gosh!! I noe. I noe. I dont look angry or pissed off enought right?? True, but still.... Jus a gentle warning: WHEN I GET PISSED OFF, I REALI GET PISSED OFF! SO WATCH UR BACKS!! Joking!

!!Worst day of my life!!

2009-02-03T17:05:00.003+08:00

If i ever make a list of the worst days of my life....today will be at the top of it! What could be worse than wat happened today?? What are the reasons which made this day the worst day of my life?

Fogotten to do my chinese compre which was due today, had to scramble throught it.
Got scolded for doing last minute corrections.
Almost got caught and scolded by vice principle for not listening in class and toking to my annoying fren. (She was like standing outside of the classroom staring at me and my fren and obviously my fren didnt had a clue wat was happening - her back was facing the vice-principle. Freaky!)

The worst was yet to come!!! Guess wat i was 1 of the 4 "lucky souls" who "qualified" for Mr Aiman's maths remedial classes! Can u believe it?? I a Maths pro in primary school going for maths remedial?? I felt like banging my head on the wall. Y ME???!!! Perhaps he noes tat im slacking? Perhaps he could see tat i was falling asleep in his boring, monotone maths lessons?? Or perhaps it's cuz i got only 2 out of 10 for my pop quiz (wasn't prepared - resulted in brain freeze)?? Or just maybe cuz im so careless in my work (my plus became a divideand i got all my order of operations mixed up) tat i made him think tat i couldn't understand i single thing that is coming out frm his big fat mouth...which happens to be true? I HATE him!! He's jus so...so...so...argh forget it!! Jus tinking of it makes me go super mad!!! I guess it's partly my fault, but...but...oh nvm!! Jus leave me alone!! Im only a little innocent gal...maybe jus a little mischivious and lame...:)

Introduction...

2009-02-03T16:59:00.003+08:00

Hiie pple, created a new blog since i forgotten my old 1 which i created like a long long long time ago, okay maybe im not tat old but still... Finally bothered to create another 1, was previously to lazy too. :)