> Don't leave me here, i need you;

天亮了雨下了你走了
清楚了我爱的遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡著了
想要放放不掉泪在飘

你看看你看看看不到
我假装过去不重要却发现自己办不到
说了再见才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑

口红待在桌脚而你我找不到

若角色对调你说好不好

说了再见才发现再也见不到

能不能就这样忍著痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老又狠往哪里走
再次拥抱一分一秒都好

~周杰伦《说了再见》

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~~Friday, February 25, 2011~~

2/25/2011 09:57:00 PM

It has been a freaking long long time since i blogged.. finally most of the common test papers are over and "A MASSS" (additional maths) is left.. haha i can finally say goodbye to all those staying up till 2am to mug for the sciences.. never been so hard core ever! haha so now im gonna sleep like there is no tmr!! haha eye bags (although not that obvious) please go away!! its so U-G-L-Y!! im so sleep deprived.. haish... i better start doing a maths so that mdm lum will not get a heart attack when she sees my test paper:P haha jiayou to me and all those who are super confused and have no idea what a maths is about!! :):):) last paper before freedom!! you all can do it:)

Will you ever notice me...

~~Sunday, February 13, 2011~~

2/13/2011 10:18:00 PM

Wonder why I'm always pleasing my friends instead of you? Haha the answer is simple. Because they did much more for me than you did. So shut up and mind your own business. This is my life and I live it the way I want. Tvym

Will you ever notice me...

~~Monday, January 31, 2011~~

1/31/2011 05:06:00 PM

All that stupid fun, all the shit weve done. Where'd the good times go? I still think about the retarded things we do together and laugh to myself. All the playful insults, smacking, whacking, teasing. I wish we still can do that together.. Life is no fun without you...D:

Will you ever notice me...

~~Thursday, January 20, 2011~~

1/20/2011 05:49:00 PM

There is only one way to happiness, and that is to cease worrying things which are beyond the power of our will. ~Epictetus. Sure i would love to just leave things alone and hope that something will work out but i just cannot stand not doing anything. But seriously what can i do?! I have done all i can. Wrecked my brain to think of solutions. Apologize a million times. Brain stormed for ways to make things back to the way it was. Despite all that nothing has changed. I know there are not such thing as a second chance but you will never know until you try... Argh!! Can you just help me instead of sitting there and shaking your leg? Do you really not care? Laalalala i really cannot take it anymore..:/

Will you ever notice me...

~~Tuesday, January 18, 2011~~

1/18/2011 07:00:00 PM

Roar!! haha that was so random:P mrs jai dared us to not use facebook, twitter, msn, blogging and all the other social networking websites from today 12 midnight to tomorrow 12midnight haha! should i take up the dare? but seriously i dont think i can last an Hour without it.:P:P hmm maybe, maybe not, should i, should i not? hmmm..:)

Will you ever notice me...

~~Monday, January 17, 2011~~

1/17/2011 10:56:00 PM

You cannot really forget memories unless you lose your memory. I miss you. I miss you so much I hope you will be by my side again...:( you're the first thing i think about when I wake up. Your the last thing I think about when I sleep. I just hope you are better and happier without me. At least this shows that leaving you was the rig choice. I really wanna know how you are now... I really wanna see your smile again. I really wanna hear your voice... I just wanna see you again... The scenes with replays in my head all the time but it cannot compare being with the real you. I'm so sorry. I know there are no such things as second chances sometimes but... I really dunno what to say. Just I'm sorry... It really sucks when I wanna love you but I can't. And I wanna hate you but I can't. I guess it is too late to apologise...

Will you ever notice me...

1/17/2011 10:07:00 PM

hello world haha i decided to start blogging again after a whole year.. my blog was dead for the whole of 2010..

In summary.... I screwed 2010 up:

1) didnt do well academically

2) lost some super close friends because i didnt know how to appreciate them

3) dad and mm was never that pissed at me

4) oh yeah, got trouble with the school 5) life pretty much sucked...

oh well its a new year and hopefully i can get thing right and back on track again..:) first i must not slack anymore and seriously stop sleeping in class... Hai~ haha. okay i shall blog every since i refuse to do homework:P

Will you ever notice me...

~~Tuesday, October 27, 2009~~

10/27/2009 09:13:00 PM

Can't take it anymore!! What sort of dad are you??? Call yourself a dad? I fail my HMT exam you not only never comfort me, but also scold me and demand for an explaination. Hello???? I got cry when i receive my marks okay? Life's hard as a kid, not like you last time. Can slack oso can get As. I got so much activities-tuition, classes... I can't stand it anymore. I know i nvr study hard lurh, my FAULT! Always my FAULT. What's new? You seriously don't deserve any respect frm me and rest assured, i won't give it to you. Can't believe that have sch a father like you! sometimes i wonder how life willl be like without you! The main cause of all my problems is none other than you! Everyday i go home, 1st time you do is say i this, say i that or scold here, scold there. Got fight btwn siblings always say my fault. Sister cry, also my fault. Without you i will be faultless! I really pity myself for having a uncaring dad like you! Btw, i nvr (swear) thought of you as my dad! You SUCK!

Will you ever notice me...